Keeping my Head Down

Not too much going on lately.  There are things going on in the background of my life that I have no control over, and I'm really hoping situations don't take a turn for the worse again.  I've used up just about every trick in my magic bag, and I'm really ready for some stability and security.  It may just be the way things are now, though, and I have to survive it as best I can.  It's really hard to stay positive when so many people have let me down in the past, and I've gotten to where I expect it now.  I'm trying to stay positive and be as productive as I can be, so maybe I'm just being paranoid.